It just seems that whatever I say has absolutely zero importance. Why does it feel that everyone has something to refute in my statements? Every time I try to make a point, I always get one of these responses:
1) An overpowering voice asking me to shut up.
2) An unrelated point trying to prove that I'm wrong.
3) A total neglect of my existence.
Sometimes I really feel that there is no need for me to even care anymore. Why bother to care? Why bother to give your opinions? Why bother to share? When in the end, all you get is something that you do not wish to receive from the start. Is it even worth it?
But it just isn't me to not care. I always felt a need to be there for people I care, but I am always hurt by these people I care. I really want to pull myself out of all this emotional drama one day. Do what I really want to and wish to do one day. And perhaps, not have to worry about anyone or anything one day.
Maybe, that day might just come.
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