It's been a brutal two weeks for me, feeling like a fucking outcast because I chose to stand for what's logical. It resulted in standing on opposite ends and harsh words, not from me but directed at me. It resulted in a dying heart and resolved mind, growing from what used to be weak and small. It resulted in a deciding move away from the norm, leaving where I am now. Sometimes, I wonder if it is all worth it, and whether I've been acting too rashly, but you never know until the problems start coming and piling up on you.
How I wish I could have kids I could call my own. It doesn't matter if I'm married or single, I just want to see the smile on my child's face when I come home from a long and tiring day of work. To enjoy spending time and doing things we love together. Isn't that the most simple and basic form of happiness?
I guess I am just being really random right now. SFI has been good so far, I just don't like going into the kitchen so much.
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