Yesterday was probably my most stressful day in my 4 years. Not only is the final boss of Chemical Engineering (Design Project Team Report) due, I still have a mini boss (CN5222 term paper) to complete. It was terrible, but it made me realize what is important to me, and what keeps me going.
Grades are definitely not it. Though it may be important, it isn't the end of the world. One thing I keep telling myself, "Do what I want, not what I need". Because by doing so, you will not regret your actions, but more so enjoy the process. However, there is still the bare minimum that you need to do. And I hope that I have met that bare minimum.
The past week was hell for me, and I am glad some friends made it much bearable. My family would work to, just that my parents are overseas and everyone else is busy af. So back to my friends. Thanks to my group mates for grinding through that monster together. I would never have imagined myself completing it, if not for the support that you guys gave. Thanks to the RH group for the constant rubbish and motivation to keep our spirits high. Thanks to the people who met up with me during this dark period, to pull me out of the dark and showed me that there is light. Thanks to the individuals who gave me encouragement and motivation to complete all that monstrous assignments. Thanks to the people who made my Thursday - Sunday much bearable, instead of despair. Last but not least, thanks to my bestie Jason for all the random conversations to keep myself calm and relaxed. This experience only made me more resilient and reinforced the fact that I work better under stress.
With that, one more presentation and two finals to go!
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